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Kavya's POV
Priya's voice echoed in the room" Kartik!! Dad... dad is having pain in his chest. Hurry up!! Come out immediately. We need to take him to the hospital as soon as possible "
Her voice was filled with worry and urgency and fear. Fear to lose her dad.
His eyes widened as he accepted the words that came out of her mouth. He went off the bed.
He was about to open the door but his voice firm yet calm ,made me shiver" This time ,I am going , but next time I will make sure no one can save you" And he went out after creating a havoc in my heart.
I felt like someone threw cold water on me when I realized that he is now gone.
I ran to lock the door before he can come back and made me regret my existence.
In the dark silenced room,I almost let out a scream when I heard my phone ringing.
A sigh of relief escaped my lips as I realized it was just my phone.
But the name on my screen made my palm sweaty. Ohh!! No! Why is she calling me now? What should I do? Should I cut the call? Noo!! Noo! She Will get to know that something is wrong because I never cut her calls. Kavya calm down and pick it up ,all you have to do is to talk calmly.
I took a deep breath to calm myself down but seems like this failed.
I picked up the call with my trembling hand. A cheerful and carefree voice echoed from that side. " Hello my sweetheart"
I felt my lips trembling, her voice made me feel all the emotions I have been trying to suppress. I bitted my lips and slowly let out a voice.
" hel..hello V...vani" I replied while shaking " seems like you didn't missed me at all" her voice is something which makes me forget all my problems and today I am here surrounded by problems and I can't tell her.
"N..no..no, it's not like that, I-I did, I....I di...did miss you a lot" I felt my voice shaking and getting heavy as I felt that it was getting difficult for me to breath. I frowned when I felt silence from that side.
" hello....hello ..Vani, ar....are you there?" " Kavya , my baby ,are you okay? I felt myself freezing again. " Kavya , answer me , are you okay?"
A shaking sigh full of stress escaped from my lips. " y..ye..yeah" I replied trying to keep my voice stable but the trembling in my voice was too much to handle.
"But" there was a silence again on the other side." But it doesn't seem like". Her voice was suspicious, like she was trying to find all the things I was hiding.
" No,no , I am....fine" Why a simple word 'fine' was too hard for me to speak . Maybe because I was not actually fine. This time lying felt like a crime. Lying to her , to someone who was always in my good and bad, to someone who has all rights to know each and everything about me.
" Are you sure? You can trust me if there is anything that is troubling you. You can tell me, I am there for you" she said with a voice of care and love, there was a worry hidden in her voice. Worried for me, to protect me from all the troubles.
             No,no Kavya. Calm down, it's okay, don't cry. How could I not cry? How could I be okay after all these ? How could I tell her that I am not okay, I am breaking apart, slowly falling down.
After seeing the man I loved being in someone's else arms, him finding love and peace in her arms. Where was I even left behind? What had she done to get him that I have not done?
      He is not the man I loved . He was not like this ,he used to respect each and every women. And on that night, he was a monster. Who only wanted to use me.
Tears blured my vision. I felt my voice getting heavy due to the storms of emotion inside my heart.
Tears finally travelled down my cheeks, and I was weeping along. " Kavya ,my love, why are you crying? Is everything okay with you? You are making me worried , atleast tell me" she was restless, her voice showed her restlessness .
" Van...ii ,ah ,please. I am suffering, I can't do it anymore" I screamed unable to bear all the pains.
             " Kavya, tell me . I promise, I will make everything right. Just tell me, what's wrong" she asked in a worried voice. In a restless voice.
Why she is in pain, why? Maybe she is the only one I can call mine, maybe she is the only one who could hear all my pains with even saying.
" You won't .....be able to ,every.....thing is mes...sed up, my m...ind, my .....life , I am messed ....up" I said along the hiccups. My feel my whole body shivering.
" I will, I will . Just tell me , I will make everything right. Calm down and tell me" her voice was assuring and comforting.
               " I can't .....do it anymore, it hur....ts. Please free..... me from this pain. Ahhhh!!! What have .....I done to deserve....... this. I can't survive..... here. Help .....me vani , I am ....alone" I begged for help.
          " I said, Kavya calm down first. What is wrong? Why are you crying this much ? Tell me each and everything" she is impatient.
  "I am not ....okay ....here vani ,I am suff...ering. I thought..... I will finally get happiness but it's never written in my fate. He...he had" my voice was slow and tired.
" what ....what did..he do?" Her voice was holding a weight.
" he...he..had remarried , he cheated on me" I could hear her gasping, to accept the reality. Yes ,the reality that had made my life just a mere joke. The reality of my life that I never deserved. The reality that was enough to finish my whole existence.
" did I ......deserve this .....vani? Did I deserved...... everyone's hate? What had I ....done to be.... in pain? The moment he ....he en....entered while....holding ....her hand , his eyes were filled with disgust. For..... whom that ......disgust was, for.... me? His..... mom ,she thinks .....of me as..... a gold digger. Tell me ......vani, am I a ......gold digger? I love ....his....family, I....loved them ......as mine, I did everything.....to win..... their heart, his .....heart and....in the ...end .....I got this" I gasped with lack of oxygen, I could only hear silence from that side
"And ....family, huh!!" I scoffed. " how could I expect..... love from them, when my..... own family despise.... me. I wa...s just a .....burden to them. What .....ever I did ,it n..ever made them s.....atisfied. I ruined.... my mental.... health for them ....and in the ......end, I just..... asked for a..... little love,care...... and their appreciation..... and they couldn't..... even provide..... it to me." I felt my breath getting cut. But I choose to speak, express the pain I was holding.
              " I did.... everything to win him ,get ...him. I borne his .....hate, his ....taunts, every pain .....he gave me. But he...... still hates me." my tears were flowing like a river.
"I LOVE HIM A LOT VANI.......A LOT. WHY? WHYYYYY? WHY NO ONE.....LOVES ME? ITS ......HURTS TO FEEL .......UNLOVED, IT HURTS.......WHYYYY ....EVERYONE HATES ......ME? AM I ......THAT BAD ...THAT I CAN'T.......BE LOVED?TELLLL MEEE .........TELLLL MEE NAAA. WHY ARE YOU QUITEEEE?" Those screams made my throat ache in pain.
" how can I..... see him with .....another women. Now ....she will call.... him her's . And when..... I started trying ......to move on, he .....came back. Why? He returned....... but still he..... doesn't love me, he just.... want my.... body..... I have.... never seen..... the love in his eyes..... for me, I have.... just witnessed the .....lust. He doesn't looks .....at me like he .......do to Chaya". There was a heavy silence on the other side. She was quite.
       " he tor....tortures me every.....everynight .....vani. I can't...even..sleep peacefully.....in my own.....room. I feel .....fear in myyy....every pore.....of my....skin" that night flashed before my eyes, I felt fear crawling in my skin.
" what....do you...me- mean Kavya? What did....he...do?" She inquired further. She doesn't know that he had ruined me.
My breathing turned more heavier as I remember each and every scream of mine. That night was no less than a Trauma for me. That night took away my peace and settled a ocean of fear in my heart.
" Kavya ? Kavya baby? Are you ...there?" Her voice echoed in my silent room, breaking my Chain of thoughts
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Will Kavya tell Vani everything?
How will vani react?
What will vani do? How will vani make everything right?
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